recent no-hire auditions
Posted: Wed Nov 26, 2008 4:36 pm
I've seen some recent posts which expressed some concern over the recent no-hire situations: As someone who has experienced this situation on both sides (as an audition candidate and as a panel member), I thought I might post this:
I used to find it curious (sometimes infuriating) when an ensemble held an audition in which they didn't hire anyone. However, since becoming a professional, I have sat on panels for various instruments where no one is hired, yet "all the best players were there". Here is how my perspective changed:
-When I first began taking auditions I was furious when no one was hired. Especially if I was one of the last people standing. I took it as an insult that I "wasn't good enough" to play that job. I blamed THE PANEL.
- As I matured (but was still an amateur), I began to realize and become aware of when I hadn't "nailed it". I also began to acknowledge that the panel is not stupid and they also heard when I didn't nail it. I then began to blame MYSELF for not being prepared enough. My audition results began to rapidly change for the better.
-My solution was to begin recording myself taking mock auditions and take the "pampering" I was receiving from friends who were sitting as the "panel" on my mock auditions with a grain of salt. Wow, was that revealing. I would set up my recording device in a room, leave the room, run down the hall (to simulate nerves), and step into the room to "audition" for the recording device. What I began to realize was that, under pressure, I was not playing as solid as I thought.
-Shortly after I became a professional, I had the opportunity to sit behind the screen for a 3rd Trumpet audition in my orchestra. I had spoken with friends in the area and knew the best players would be there. WOW.....what a revelation. Players were obviously tight/nervous and had GLARING issues with the basics of time and intonation. Players also played in the "center" of each note only about 60-70% of the time. Yet, after the audition these friends who took the audition said they felt like they "nailed it". The panel felt otherwise and didn't offer the spot to anyone.
Where was the disconnect with these players??
Well, first, the panel had 5 minutes to hear these players....not 2-4 years like their teachers and friends who were making up their mock audition panels. Mock-audition panels made up of friends and teachers can often be a situation where you have a understanding or forgiving panel. The real audition panel doesn't have the luxury to interpret whether or not a flaw is “rare” (especially if they ask the candidate to do it again and the same issue occurs). They get 5 minutes. And you know, that's more than enough time to know if a player plays in tune and in time.
I cannot tell you how many times a player has been asked to play something again softer/louder/faster/slower and played it EXACTLY THE SAME the second time. I would say this occurs 99.9% of the time when a candidate is asked to repeat an excerpt and change something. Guess what the player has just told the panel?...."I CAN'T fix the problem...it is ingrained and is one of my flaws".
Ensembles NEVER enjoy not hiring anyone at an audition. In fact, they hate it. It is a complete waste of time for everyone involved (the candidates and the panel). I guarantee that the panel is sitting behind the screen and cheering for everyone to play great.
My advice to any of the players out there concerned over recent no-hire situations (Detroit, Army Field Band, Navy, etc)......Stop blaming the panel and COME BACK STRONGER!!! Here's how:
-Record yourself...constantly. Record your mock-auditions.
-Let the recording play for your tuner and notice how many notes are bad that you didn't know were bad.
-Place a metronome on your recording and see how close you are.
-Play for people who don't play your instrument and are NOT your friend. They'll be honest.
-Last, understand that if the recording hears the flaws...so does the panel.
Good luck to all those going back to Detroit and the Navy Band auditions. Having a second audition won't deter the truly best players. The truly best players will realize they can get better, will continue to work on the things they need to, and will come back better prepared.
-ST
I used to find it curious (sometimes infuriating) when an ensemble held an audition in which they didn't hire anyone. However, since becoming a professional, I have sat on panels for various instruments where no one is hired, yet "all the best players were there". Here is how my perspective changed:
-When I first began taking auditions I was furious when no one was hired. Especially if I was one of the last people standing. I took it as an insult that I "wasn't good enough" to play that job. I blamed THE PANEL.
- As I matured (but was still an amateur), I began to realize and become aware of when I hadn't "nailed it". I also began to acknowledge that the panel is not stupid and they also heard when I didn't nail it. I then began to blame MYSELF for not being prepared enough. My audition results began to rapidly change for the better.
-My solution was to begin recording myself taking mock auditions and take the "pampering" I was receiving from friends who were sitting as the "panel" on my mock auditions with a grain of salt. Wow, was that revealing. I would set up my recording device in a room, leave the room, run down the hall (to simulate nerves), and step into the room to "audition" for the recording device. What I began to realize was that, under pressure, I was not playing as solid as I thought.
-Shortly after I became a professional, I had the opportunity to sit behind the screen for a 3rd Trumpet audition in my orchestra. I had spoken with friends in the area and knew the best players would be there. WOW.....what a revelation. Players were obviously tight/nervous and had GLARING issues with the basics of time and intonation. Players also played in the "center" of each note only about 60-70% of the time. Yet, after the audition these friends who took the audition said they felt like they "nailed it". The panel felt otherwise and didn't offer the spot to anyone.
Where was the disconnect with these players??
Well, first, the panel had 5 minutes to hear these players....not 2-4 years like their teachers and friends who were making up their mock audition panels. Mock-audition panels made up of friends and teachers can often be a situation where you have a understanding or forgiving panel. The real audition panel doesn't have the luxury to interpret whether or not a flaw is “rare” (especially if they ask the candidate to do it again and the same issue occurs). They get 5 minutes. And you know, that's more than enough time to know if a player plays in tune and in time.
I cannot tell you how many times a player has been asked to play something again softer/louder/faster/slower and played it EXACTLY THE SAME the second time. I would say this occurs 99.9% of the time when a candidate is asked to repeat an excerpt and change something. Guess what the player has just told the panel?...."I CAN'T fix the problem...it is ingrained and is one of my flaws".
Ensembles NEVER enjoy not hiring anyone at an audition. In fact, they hate it. It is a complete waste of time for everyone involved (the candidates and the panel). I guarantee that the panel is sitting behind the screen and cheering for everyone to play great.
My advice to any of the players out there concerned over recent no-hire situations (Detroit, Army Field Band, Navy, etc)......Stop blaming the panel and COME BACK STRONGER!!! Here's how:
-Record yourself...constantly. Record your mock-auditions.
-Let the recording play for your tuner and notice how many notes are bad that you didn't know were bad.
-Place a metronome on your recording and see how close you are.
-Play for people who don't play your instrument and are NOT your friend. They'll be honest.
-Last, understand that if the recording hears the flaws...so does the panel.
Good luck to all those going back to Detroit and the Navy Band auditions. Having a second audition won't deter the truly best players. The truly best players will realize they can get better, will continue to work on the things they need to, and will come back better prepared.
-ST