rocksanddirt wrote:Slightly off topic example....in the 'dancing with the stars' tv series various celebreties and performers do ballroom dancing with professional dancers....when the celebreties and the pro's develop a 'personal relationship' (at least one couple each 'season' has ended up sleeping together) it shows in thier dancing. The ones who keep it fully professional are clearly presenting the audience with a performance that the audience feels. The 'lover' couples get so wrapped up in themselves that the same performance comes across as self indulgent.
With all due respect, this analogy does not seem to me to fit the situation.
If one pair of dancers has romantic feelings and lets them show, then the emotion they are showing is NOT the story they are telling. Even the latin dances are not about sex--they are about flirting. If the couple is expressing emotion beyond being flirtatious, then they are undermining the story. I submit that this is what you are seeing.
And it applies to other performances. There are those who feeling strongly emotional about a particular work not because of what the composer wrote but because of some external reference. Maybe that was the music that was played at a love-one's funeral, or the music being played when they fell in love. Maybe it was the music being rehearsed by a beloved conductor who died before it could be performed. The music itself did not generate those emotions, external events did. The music may not be able to carry that emotional load, and that may be what you are hearing as self-indulgent. Church music is especially vulnerable to that problem, in that much music is about how we react to God, and that can be a profoundly emotional experience. The music is intended to be worshipful, but it's the glory of God and not our own emotional responses that are the real story, it seems to me.
These are not cases of excessive emotion. They are cases where the emotions being expressed are not really part of the emotional story of the music. Thus, they undermine the music and come off as self-indulgent. The musician is allowing himself to feel that emotion instead of feeling the emotion central to the music.
We need to move beyond the notion that feelings just happen to us. As musicians, we really should control our feelings to support the music being performed. When we don't, it doesn't take much sensitivity on the part of the audience to realize it. It isn't always easy, of course. Many experienced pros won't play funerals for people they know, or for children or other truly tragic victims, because the emotion of grief with the emotion of reverence and respect that funeral music should display. But grief is a hard emotion to set aside.
Rick "who has heard too much music with no emotional drive whatsoever" Denney