And the moral is...
Posted: Fri May 09, 2008 11:05 am
Hi all,
I was inspired by a thread the other day to start this one - a thread where we can all share an anecdote or two that really taught us something about being a professional or "hirable". I've noticed that some of our colleagues who are just starting out in the industry have been posting questions, ideas or opinions that make me worried about their futures in a business that is near-impossible to break into without having made any mistakes whatsoever. The purpose of this thread is to instill just a little wisdom in a friendly and non-patronizing way by sharing experiences or even better - mistakes!
Let's see what we're willing to admit in order to warn those who are new to the business not to make the same errors!
Here's (one of) mine:
I was on a one-year contract with a busy quintet (2-5 services a week). I was replacing someone who got a teaching gig at a university but wasn't sure if she'd be back after a year or not. Thus the 1-year contract with option for renewal. They auditioned a handful of tubists but after a few trial rehearsals and an interview I was selected.
In retrospect, I feel I gave them a year of unprofessionalism. I'll tell you exactly why:
While I wasn't a horrible musician, I wasn't the most confidence-inducing ensemble member in the world either. Imagine dealing with a tubist who you knew to be a good musician and a reasonably likable guy and then as soon as he gets the gig, he invents a bunch of issues in his head regarding his instrument (I had just purchased a new F to play with the group and I hadn't acclimatized myself entirely with it before I started using it full-time. It was much easier to stand with though!).
My lack of confidence came out in tuning issues and paper-thin tone at times - both for the same reason. I was worrying constantly and so I limited how much input I gave in rehearsal and how much leadership I could offer when the music called for it. I became uncomfortable in a scenario (making music in a chamber group) to which I was normally very accustomed (I mean... I'd been doing it for 20 years!) but I was ashamed of my behavior and you can imagine - it was a downward spiral. My inability or unwillingness to refocus my attention on what was important lead to personality issues to which I admit to being a big contributor.
All because I thought about ANYTHING other than my duties as a musician and member of an ensemble/team. I worried about equipment when I should have worried about the sound I was producing and about my role in the ensemble etc...
Scenario: Nerves developed due to preoccupation with my equipment.
Outcome: Contract was not renewed and I do not play with the ensemble anymore.
Moral: It is a rare case where equipment is truly the issue.
Now, if any of you can add to this list (and I know all of us could), go for it!
I was inspired by a thread the other day to start this one - a thread where we can all share an anecdote or two that really taught us something about being a professional or "hirable". I've noticed that some of our colleagues who are just starting out in the industry have been posting questions, ideas or opinions that make me worried about their futures in a business that is near-impossible to break into without having made any mistakes whatsoever. The purpose of this thread is to instill just a little wisdom in a friendly and non-patronizing way by sharing experiences or even better - mistakes!
Let's see what we're willing to admit in order to warn those who are new to the business not to make the same errors!
Here's (one of) mine:
I was on a one-year contract with a busy quintet (2-5 services a week). I was replacing someone who got a teaching gig at a university but wasn't sure if she'd be back after a year or not. Thus the 1-year contract with option for renewal. They auditioned a handful of tubists but after a few trial rehearsals and an interview I was selected.
In retrospect, I feel I gave them a year of unprofessionalism. I'll tell you exactly why:
While I wasn't a horrible musician, I wasn't the most confidence-inducing ensemble member in the world either. Imagine dealing with a tubist who you knew to be a good musician and a reasonably likable guy and then as soon as he gets the gig, he invents a bunch of issues in his head regarding his instrument (I had just purchased a new F to play with the group and I hadn't acclimatized myself entirely with it before I started using it full-time. It was much easier to stand with though!).
My lack of confidence came out in tuning issues and paper-thin tone at times - both for the same reason. I was worrying constantly and so I limited how much input I gave in rehearsal and how much leadership I could offer when the music called for it. I became uncomfortable in a scenario (making music in a chamber group) to which I was normally very accustomed (I mean... I'd been doing it for 20 years!) but I was ashamed of my behavior and you can imagine - it was a downward spiral. My inability or unwillingness to refocus my attention on what was important lead to personality issues to which I admit to being a big contributor.
All because I thought about ANYTHING other than my duties as a musician and member of an ensemble/team. I worried about equipment when I should have worried about the sound I was producing and about my role in the ensemble etc...
Scenario: Nerves developed due to preoccupation with my equipment.
Outcome: Contract was not renewed and I do not play with the ensemble anymore.
Moral: It is a rare case where equipment is truly the issue.
Now, if any of you can add to this list (and I know all of us could), go for it!