Progression
Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2015 3:03 pm
Well, I think the corner has been turned. I remember way back to previous venues for the forum, and the wonderful conversations we had there; the layout was such that you could see who was commenting on a thread and decide whether to look at that thread based on the population. Then the forum moved and that information went away. The people on the forum changed too; the professional, courteous, highly informational content changed, and a few more aggressive people started dominating the forum.
Yet, I was still interested in tuba and maintained a presence.
Then, I developed dystonia, but persevered. However, after my attempt to again buy and play a tuba showed me that I am no longer strong enough to lift one, combined with the still ongoing dystonia problems, I seem to have finally changed my mental focus. I come here now and can't find anything of interest because I can't participate as a player any more.
So internally I feel a farewell has occurred. I mostly left a few years ago when I almost died from the toxic mold exposure, but I seem to be in a different life of sorts now, still forced to live in outside air year round and only able to participate in musical groups that have safe environments. Pisser but there it is.
So. My very best to all of you whom I have "forumed" with over the years. I'm sure I'll still stop in but I keep finding not much to say.
Yet, I was still interested in tuba and maintained a presence.
Then, I developed dystonia, but persevered. However, after my attempt to again buy and play a tuba showed me that I am no longer strong enough to lift one, combined with the still ongoing dystonia problems, I seem to have finally changed my mental focus. I come here now and can't find anything of interest because I can't participate as a player any more.
So internally I feel a farewell has occurred. I mostly left a few years ago when I almost died from the toxic mold exposure, but I seem to be in a different life of sorts now, still forced to live in outside air year round and only able to participate in musical groups that have safe environments. Pisser but there it is.
So. My very best to all of you whom I have "forumed" with over the years. I'm sure I'll still stop in but I keep finding not much to say.