How do workers of Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey feel about the planned shutdown of the circus?
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Megan O'Malley, touring trombonist
Megan O'Malley, worked at Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailey Circus
Written 1am
This question comes rather quickly on the heels of the announcement, so please forgive any lack of tact on my part. This is an emotional time for everyone on the Ringling shows. 800-some people just lost their jobs, so I find this a somewhat ridiculous question. How would YOU feel?
I don't speak for everyone, but it's fair to say we're shocked and upset (That's right, circus people are humans too. We also feel pain and loss.) Here's how it went down tonight.
Around 6:30pm we began hearing rumors from friends on the Blue Unit (our sister show, currently in Miami) that there was a full-cast meeting scheduled for 10pm that night. This was highly unusual…to hold a company meeting so late, and in the middle of a busy weekend of shows.
We then found out that members of the Feld family were present with the Blue Unit in Miami. We began to speculate. What kind of meeting could this be? Did it have anything to do with us (the Red Unit)?
Shortly thereafter we heard that our unit was also to have a meeting at 10pm, after our last show of the day. Now it was time to worry. This was unheard of. We found out that lots of folks from Feld corporate were here on our show as well, including the VP and head of HR. This was serious.
After much speculation, many of us came to two likely scenarios: either one of our units would be shut down, or the whole circus would be bought by another company. We went into this meeting wondering which it would be.
To our great surprise, Juliette Feld announced to us that both Ringling touring shows would be closing by May of this year. I think we were all expecting something bad….I don't think we were expecting for all 800 of us to lose our jobs, or for the 146-year history of Ringling Bros to be dropped like a worthless rag.
To be fair, I am currently angry and upset about losing a job that I cared deeply about. It is not fair for me to say that the Felds are throwing Ringling away (that IS how I feel at the moment though, not gonna lie). After all, they spent insane amounts of their own money trying to keep it going. They spent ridiculous amounts of time defending their company against animal activists. But it was not enough. People have shown that they do not care to see this particular circus any more, and that's what really matters.
So, how do we feel. I saw people crying, I heard a lot of “f*ck you”’s, I know that tomorrow when I have to go to work I will see lots of heartbroken men women and children, I know that there are some who will not even bother coming to work and will just vanish in the night. We are now expected to continue working through May, and I'm sure many of us will try to make it that long. But really, who is going to want to come to work after this? How are we to smile for audiences?
Understand that for many circus people, they are born into this life. It is more than just a job, it is all they have known, and all their parents have known, for generations. For their whole lives. They know nothing else. Those people did not only hear, “You've lost your job” tonight. They also heard, “You've lost your home”.
I know a small taste of this feeling. I have no place that I can call home, and that is very frightening. I do not know where I will end up. I am afraid for myself and for my circus family. These are amazing people, and they deserve better than what they got tonight.
Over the next days, weeks, etc, I'm sure I'll have lots of different emotions about this. But one thing I must admit and will always remember. I am grateful. I was able to be a part of something truly magical. I was able to walk alongside elephants, and the people who worked with them, and see firsthand that no animal abuse was taking place. Thank God I got to see that before the animal rights propaganda got to me. I had five whole years of being a musician. I got to see and do so much. However I feel about the Felds’ decision to end Ringling Bros, I cannot help but be grateful for having worked here.
People ask me sometimes why I am so diligent in blogging about my time with the circus. It's because I knew how precious that time was. I knew that it would end. All musicians know that no gig lasts forever. Now, at least, I will have a wonderful record of this unparalleled experience as a circus musician with Ringling Bros.
PS, in closing, even after losing my job here in a way that makes me angry and somewhat bitter, I will never, NEVER back or support organizations like PETA, ADI, ALF, HSUS, ASPCA, or any other similar terrorist group that pretends to help animals by putting the people who are keeping them alive out of work. Whatever I may have to say about Feld Entertainment and Ringling in coming days, I will ALWAYS maintain that I witnessed nothing but the best animal care during my five years of employment here. Just so you know, animal rights folks, you won't ever be able to pay me enough to lie about what I've seen here (as you have other suckers and politicians) so don't even bother asking.